I made this quilt, I worked on it all last week and I finished it up Saturday morning. I will say I am pleased with the way this quilt turned out. Really quite pleased.
Ok, so the auction/ Fall Fest is tomorrow, Thursday night.. today is Wednesday. I just now got the courage to call and say I had an item… WHAT? Yes, I just got off the phone with the lady in charge of gathering items.. and yes she was really nice about it all..
Ok, so why could I not pick up the phone and call? Craft anxiety. I have it. I just never really think my things are good enough. I am certainly my own worst critic.
I know, I am so silly. I just am a mess really.
I worked hard, I like the outcome, but yet what is it with me? I just have no confidence in my ability and that is pathetic, really just all around…..I just seem to have a lack of confidence and I do not like that about myself.
I am not right and I know that
My confidence will come one day, maybe I will get it all together maybe by acknowledging my shortcomings I will be able to overcome them and perhaps be able put them in their place, but until then….
I’ll just try to keep it real ya’ll.