~And then it was three years~

~Someone please tell me how can it be three years already? How can the time go by so fast. It seems like just yesterday we were having your birthday party.  Planning Christmas gifts… how can you be gone?  I am still wondering.

~You live in my heart, you live in my mind.  My heart still hurts because you are not here.  You are my little brother until the end of time.

I miss you Rob and I love you. I will always honor you.

Love,

Jen (your big sis.)

~Happy Birthday and Remembering~

Death is nothing at all
I have only slipped away into the next room
I am I and you are you
Whatever we were to each other
That we are still
Call me by my old familiar name
Speak to me in the easy way you always used
Put no difference into your tone
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow
Laugh as we always laughed
At the little jokes we always enjoyed together
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was
Let it be spoken without effort
Without the ghost of a shadow in it
Life means all that it ever meant
It is the same as it ever was
There is absolute unbroken continuity
What is death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind
Because I am out of sight?
I am waiting for you for an interval
Somewhere very near
Just around the corner
All is well.
Nothing is past; nothing is lost
One brief moment and all will be as it was before
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!

by Henry Scott Holland (1847-1918)Canon of St. Paul’s Cathedral sometimes referred to as ‘What is Death?’

 ~ Rob would be 31 today. We miss him more than any words could ever express. Our hearts of full of his memories.  I know that he is with me and I know that we will be together again. I keep him with me in all that I do, as we all do.

update: we had a cake for Rob tonight… jellyroll style with strawberry filling.. his favorite cake was strawberry. I think he would have approved.

This is his 2nd Birthday away from us.